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أشعر مؤخراً بأني أختنق

هواء غير نقي وليس صالحاً للإستنشاق

أشعر بهروب لا أود التعايش معه

 

هذا ما أشعر به الآن

حادث رفح .. مصر بخطر

الجنود اللي ماتوا إبتساماتهم في الصور جميلة , و شكلهم زي الفل .. كتير بنلاحظ الجمال بعد ما يموت و نكتشف إن كان في وسطنا ناس جميلة بعد ما يبقوا مش وسطنا !! لازم نخلي بالنا من كل حاجة حلوة قدامنا لأنها بتروح من غير مقدمات .. شباب زي الفل ماتوا غدر و هُما بيفطروا بعد يوم متعب في الصحرا و الشمس من غير أكل ولا شرب ‘ و ناس زيهم بالملايين بيموتوا ألف مرة كل يوم و رغم كل حاجة بيحبوا وطنهم .. كلنا بنموت كل لحظة و إحنا بنحب بلدنا و بنلعن دولة الظلم , كلنا بنموت و هنموت و هتعيش ضحكة مصر , كلنا دروايش هذا الوطن اللي مالناش غير حبنا له و حبنا لبعض . الله يرحم شهداء عشق تراب هذا الوطن . يا رب

 

 

05/08/12

" مات من لا يستحق الموت على يد من لا يستحق الحياة ! "

I'm Proud Of You

 '

Have I told you lately,

just how proud I am of you.

Of all the things that you've achieved,

and the wonderful things that you do.

 

You have achieved success,

and know what that success means.

You strive to meet your goals,

and to reach your dreams.

 

You do not accept limitations,

conquering things placed before you.

You no longer allow problems,

 cause you to be blue.

 

You have so much,

talent and creativity to share. =)

You have such a gift,

I don't think you are even aware.

 

You are an inspiration,

to so many people.

You treat everyone,

as your equal.

 

I guess what I am,

trying to say...

I love you so much,

and I am proud of you everyday.

'

:)

'

-He finds the right ways to make me laugh. Just looking into his eyes makes me smile :)-

✿ Graduation ✿ A Bittersweet Moment ζ͡»︶

I have talked about this before, but yesterday was my graduation ..  The REAL  Graduation  "عادي شفيق قتل واتقتل" :D  .. This make the circle complete for me at this moment.

I'm about to freak out…. On another note, I'm GRADUATED. Oh wait... Did I mention "I graduated?" I did it. Yup, Graduated. After days of endless worrying; After days of feeling anxious; After days of feeling restless; I'm just so glad that I passed all the subjects! Thank God. I'm so happy. I can’t believe 5 years went by this quickly! I still remember when I first stepped foot at college :))

It looks like I passed every final exam, so that pretty much destroyed everything I predicted about failing. Actually, I'm pretty damn glad I didn't fail, now that I think about it. I don't have to suffer another year worth of struggle and crap. I can't even imagine how it would feel if I didn't make it. I would've burst into tears, honestly.

If  you ask me how I feel, I must say that I’m happy but also feel challenged because the  issue I'm facing now is huge! Despite the challenges, but i'm sure that i'm going to achieve the targets.

 ʚɞ  ʚɞ  ʚɞ

Finally, I completely know that there’re so many things I’m going to miss..I'm gonna miss my college days although it was so few, but i have so many special memories specially "The center days", the place where we used to laugh..We used to make jokes and sing all the time =) So many good memories in that place =) Only good memories... The bad ones don't come to mind at all right now :) Gonna miss seeing the faces that I used to see every single day. No more seeing the familiar faces in the halls during passing periods or breaks. Gonna miss so many people :( all the people I used to go crazy and act foolish with them!

I'm gonna miss every single moment and every person I met along the way.

 & I already miss DR.Shady from now, he is the best, so I have to thank him for being the person who taught me everything!

But damn. I’m done. We’re done. Class of 2012. We made it.^_^

P.S ➪ I'll miss Salma so mush :D

 

 

 

 

I'm sure he misses us

Let me begin by saying 'In losing my dad, I lost myself.'

The loss of a parent is an awful thing which though tragic, happens to us all. I have felt the pain of losing parents, It is a terrible thing.

2 years ago I lost my father in a car accident, my best friend, my role model, my life line. I have cried everyday since, Its getting worse, It's like a piece of my heart has died with him. I know that I can still talk to him like I did, I feel him around me,  his spirit is around me. I keep his pictures around, I feel like he's still protecting me by his sisters and brothers beside me.

I do understand that he is in a better place but I was so scared, I felt I can't live in this life without him. I love my father so much, I can't stand the empty feeling and pain.

We have had people say "we all have to go" and things like that and I feel it is insensitive, but deep down I know it's true. I feel that he is watching over me and he loves me and he wouldn't want me to be going through such a bad time.

I always act happy so people don't think I have a problem.! I think of him everyday and the things that I didn't get the chance to do together. But what keeps me holding myself together is only one thing "HE DIED LOVING ME" and The thing that comforts me is that someday I will see him again...

'I’m overwhelmed by how many people who knew him have said they consider themselves “lucky” to have known such a wonderful person.'

-My dad wasn’t just my dad. He was the best friend I’ll ever have and the best person I’ll ever know. I’ve lived my life for my dad.-

 And this is the ONLY song I remember him once I hear :-

http://www.4shared.com/mp3/XDF1euK_/_-__.htm

ʚɞ 彡 ʚɞ

Dad & Mom .. May your souls Rest In Peace ❤