Let me begin by saying 'In losing my dad, I lost myself.'
The loss of a parent is an awful thing which though tragic, happens to us all. I have felt the pain of losing parents, It is a terrible thing.
2 years ago I lost my father in a car accident, my best friend, my role model, my life line. I have cried everyday since, Its getting worse, It's like a piece of my heart has died with him. I know that I can still talk to him like I did, I feel him around me, his spirit is around me. I keep his pictures around, I feel like he's still protecting me by his sisters and brothers beside me.
I do understand that he is in a better place but I was so scared, I felt I can't live in this life without him. I love my father so much, I can't stand the empty feeling and pain.
We have had people say "we all have to go" and things like that and I feel it is insensitive, but deep down I know it's true. I feel that he is watching over me and he loves me and he wouldn't want me to be going through such a bad time.
I always act happy so people don't think I have a problem.! I think of him everyday and the things that I didn't get the chance to do together. But what keeps me holding myself together is only one thing "HE DIED LOVING ME" and The thing that comforts me is that someday I will see him again...
'I’m overwhelmed by how many people who knew him have said they consider themselves “lucky” to have known such a wonderful person.'
-My dad wasn’t just my dad. He was the best friend I’ll ever have and the best person I’ll ever know. I’ve lived my life for my dad.-
And this is the ONLY song I remember him once I hear :-
ʚɞ 彡 ʚɞ
Dad & Mom .. May your souls Rest In Peace ❤
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