I lost my Beautiful Mom and I can't remember a lot about her! She passed away in April 2004 & she was 43 when she passed from cancer ! I cant even explain the Loneliness and the empty hole that is inside me forever. There is nothing in this world that will ever fill this void. Yes, I understand that life still goes on but that doesn't help the emptiness that I feel every single day since she left.
But somehow I could remember how she talked, how she comforted me. I know how she looks like, she has a lot of images. I made a photo book of her. I can't really tell which one I should think about. I ALSO have a feeling that I kind of forgot how she looked like. :/ What do I do ?! I feel really lonely if I can't remember her that well...
I still feel like I can't remember her sometimes. . ! I think part of it is the sense of shock and longing that comes with grief. I started a journal and I wrote down every time I had a memory of something we did together, something about the way she looked or spoke, and my favorite things about her. As time goes on I keep remembering things about my mom that I had forgotten.
But somehow I could remember how she talked, how she comforted me. I know how she looks like, she has a lot of images. I made a photo book of her. I can't really tell which one I should think about. I ALSO have a feeling that I kind of forgot how she looked like. :/ What do I do ?! I feel really lonely if I can't remember her that well...
I still feel like I can't remember her sometimes. . ! I think part of it is the sense of shock and longing that comes with grief. I started a journal and I wrote down every time I had a memory of something we did together, something about the way she looked or spoke, and my favorite things about her. As time goes on I keep remembering things about my mom that I had forgotten.
‘‘If the whole world were put into one scale, and my mother in the other, the whole world would kick the beam.’’ =)
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